Thursday, November 5, 2009

dammit IB !

if i'm such a downer, people wont come to either of my blogs.
i do want to post this on the other one.
maybe one day i will.


anyway...

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i remember when we were much better.
i remember when i actually felt bad for other people.
i remember when i couldnt understand why people - so many people - couldnt make it work.
i remember thinking that if the worst was as bad as it was going to get, we were in good shape.
i remember always being afraid of jinxing us.
i remember thinking of tight circles.
i remember calm.
i remember thick and thin. and how it never seemed to matter.
i remember not caring about so much for so long.
i remember defying gravity. effortlessly.

4 comments:

  1. you don't bring me flowers...anymore

    aww..this is so melancholy
    and all too real
    and all too fragile
    and all too complicated
    and all too common
    and we're all so lonely
    together

    Peace ~ Rene

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  2. Ok. I can't even begin to out-comment Rene. So anyway....

    But I do have a question: A couple of weeks ago you were looking for help with inspiration and now, you are posting brilliantly TWICE a day. How did this happen? Was a deal with the devil struck?

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  3. cheap seat - thank you thank you thank you. from whence it comes. a compliment indeed.

    ib - i cannot tell a lie. the poetry part isnt usually stuck. but that doesnt really have lots of fans. and so i busted out two of them. one for each blog. cheating, sure. but if that counts, good.

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  4. Dude. Don't WORRY about what you write and whether or not people will come. Write from your heart and the people who appreciate that (which are the ONLY people who matter in my book) will recognize it. Frankly, people come to my blog to watch the train wreck that is my life. And I quote, "I am utterly fascinated and horrified by what you have lived through." Hahaha! I almost banned a reader for saying that, but it's true for her.

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